as much as I’d like to use this blog for a place I can pour my heart and write my thoughts down, it just feels too revealing. For me, it’s almost equivalent to posting nude pictures of myself in horrible lighting. Sometimes I go to write how I’ve been feeling and shit that’s been on my mind and I just have no motivation or desire to go deep inside myself to write it all down, and then post it for people to see. Or even worse, people seeing and just not giving a single shit about it. At first I wondered if it was just a lack of depth on my part, but I’m just tired of trying.