I like food, a lot.

But I’m afraid of it. I literally hate myself every time I eat more than three things a day. It’s unhealthy, I have this horrible image of myself and it does make me feel selfish, nobody should have to compare themselves to anyone. I mean, some days I feel great and don’t feel the need to give a damn at all.. but then I just look at myself and think, “I could be and look a lot better.” I’m always striving to be the best version of myself and it’s always your own expectations that are the hardest to live up to I find. I just hope I can find it in me to stop being so filled with false perceptions of what is beautiful about the world. 

Yeah, I’m kind of dramatic lol